Thinking about my future

I should get ready for being pregnant. So I thought about it. How it is with a baby? Will I get it or will I abort my son or daughter? Would it be a girl or a boy and what it would look like? A small Sam – Alicia….? Well, an abortion, is that killing? Could I kill my own baby?
I got to the point that I can’t answer all these questions without Sam. We must meet another time!

Bye, Alicia