My feelings about Sam - chapter 4

I love him really. But something is wrong. Something is different than all the last weeks with him. Sam wasn’t here for two days and at the third day I asked him to come for lunch with my family. I was really relieved that he didn’t refuse this. But then it wasn’t very nice. Sam seemed nerved all the time.
So I worried about him … and me. What I did wrong? I still love him!
What should I do?

Bye, Alicia

p.s.: I think I’m going to write a message to him…