I should get ready for being pregnant. So I thought about it. How it is with a baby? Will I get it or will I abort my son or daughter? Would it be a girl or a boy and what it would look like? A small Sam – Alicia….? Well, an abortion, is that killing? Could I kill my own baby?
I got to the point that I can’t answer all these questions without Sam. We must meet another time!
Bye, Alicia
Freitag, 25. September 2009
Sams Birthday
I wasn’t together with Sam any longer after my message. Yes, I was sad but the life is going on. I went to school and did something in me free time, but I missed him. I had really loved him…but as it seems he didn’t really love me. I don´t know what he wanted… the same as every man? I thought he was different than others but this thought wasn’t right how it looks like.
But then I was very late with my period and worried about being pregnant. Sam is the only one who comes into question of being a father so I decided to contact him and say it to him. I wrote him a message that it’s urgent to see him but it was his birthday.
I couldn’t care less; he had to know it now. He can’t just go away and leave me with the problems! So we met in the café and I told him what I wanted to tell him. Then we wanted to buy a pregnancy test but we hadn’t enough money. So I went home to get more money and he wanted to wait for me in the café.
HE WASN´T THERE WHEN I CAME BACK!!! This a******! He chickened out of this “challenge”. But I didn’t want to do this alone. There are two people who are responsible for this so we both should do it!
I walked home and spend the rest of the day in my room, thinking about my future.
Bye, Alicia
But then I was very late with my period and worried about being pregnant. Sam is the only one who comes into question of being a father so I decided to contact him and say it to him. I wrote him a message that it’s urgent to see him but it was his birthday.
I couldn’t care less; he had to know it now. He can’t just go away and leave me with the problems! So we met in the café and I told him what I wanted to tell him. Then we wanted to buy a pregnancy test but we hadn’t enough money. So I went home to get more money and he wanted to wait for me in the café.
HE WASN´T THERE WHEN I CAME BACK!!! This a******! He chickened out of this “challenge”. But I didn’t want to do this alone. There are two people who are responsible for this so we both should do it!
I walked home and spend the rest of the day in my room, thinking about my future.
Bye, Alicia
My feelings about Sam - chapter 4
I love him really. But something is wrong. Something is different than all the last weeks with him. Sam wasn’t here for two days and at the third day I asked him to come for lunch with my family. I was really relieved that he didn’t refuse this. But then it wasn’t very nice. Sam seemed nerved all the time.
So I worried about him … and me. What I did wrong? I still love him!
What should I do?
Bye, Alicia
p.s.: I think I’m going to write a message to him…
So I worried about him … and me. What I did wrong? I still love him!
What should I do?
Bye, Alicia
p.s.: I think I’m going to write a message to him…
My feelings about Sam - chapter 3
I love Sam! And we are together now. I love him and he loves me :)
.. this is really great!
After our night, where we wanted to go to the cinema, I can’t get enough of him.
Oh I forgot to tell you about that night. We didn’t go to the cinema because we had so much to say to each other. We went for a cappuccino and after that we went to my home…
Now we see each other every day and I think about him every second of my life. I never fall in love like now before. It´s like walking on clouds :)
Sam he’s fantastic, he’s the best boyfriend you can think of!
Bye, Alicia
.. this is really great!
After our night, where we wanted to go to the cinema, I can’t get enough of him.
Oh I forgot to tell you about that night. We didn’t go to the cinema because we had so much to say to each other. We went for a cappuccino and after that we went to my home…
Now we see each other every day and I think about him every second of my life. I never fall in love like now before. It´s like walking on clouds :)
Sam he’s fantastic, he’s the best boyfriend you can think of!
Bye, Alicia
Sam and Me - Our first date
Hey, I’m Alicia and now I’m starting to write about my life here, because it really started when I met Sam.
Yesterday was my mums’ birthday party. She invited Mrs Jones (Sams mum) and she took Sam with her to the party. He came to me and we talked a bit, but then he went out of the room because…, yeah, I was a bit unfriendly to him. But I was sorry for that soon. So I went to make a new conversation. The evening turned good and I began to like Sam very much. So I asked him to go to the cinema the next day. I gave him my mobile number so that he can phone me.
But he didn’t do this till now….
Yesterday was my mums’ birthday party. She invited Mrs Jones (Sams mum) and she took Sam with her to the party. He came to me and we talked a bit, but then he went out of the room because…, yeah, I was a bit unfriendly to him. But I was sorry for that soon. So I went to make a new conversation. The evening turned good and I began to like Sam very much. So I asked him to go to the cinema the next day. I gave him my mobile number so that he can phone me.
But he didn’t do this till now….
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