The birth - chapter 13 + 14

I was pregnant seven month when Sam and I get back our GCSE. Mine was terrible and Sams was OK. So we thought about our future a lot in the summer and I decided to leave school for one year and come back later, when our son will be a year old.

Then the day with the contractions came. I was glad when Sam came into the bathroom and I´m sorry for telling him bad names, but I was scared of the birth. In the hospital Sam did CDs into the CD player which were really horrible. I blamed him for this and screamed at him and mum a lot but I was glad when they did what I wanted at this moment, so mum put her CD on. This terrible contractions made my angry and I shouted a few names at Sam, my mum and the nurse.

Then I hold my baby in my arms and I was happy. He was so cute and small, just beautiful! I heard a slow song in which a man was singing and playing the piano. My mum said the singer was called Rufus Wainwright so I called our son Rufus.

Many people came to visit us and mum and dad said that our son looks similar to me. Sam anwered the question of my dad, if he had got a name yet : " Rufus. Roof." I laughed about this nickname and I liked it. Also I decided that Rufus family name will be Jones, like his daddys family name. Whatever mum and dad wanted to have as his family name. Rufus Jones is Sam and my son.
This is Roof:


Bye, Alicia

On the way to another life - chapter 10+11

Something bad had happened! Everyone, who´s on my and Sams school, knows that I´m pregnant. I just told one very good friends and now everyone knows!!!

But we did something more important, we went to the hospital fo a scan. They told us that everything was normal and that it was a boy :) It´s a new feeling, seeing your own baby on a scan-photo... and I think we´re on the way to a real adult now. Sam and me, we will be parents. Also we kissed on the way back from the hospital and it was another kiss than the last one. I think that´s good. I love him and he loves me, it´s better for the baby to have parents who love each other.

Then we went to a NCT class for pregnant women and their men. My mum said she´d found it useful when she was pregnant. But it wasn´t very nice there. Just older pairs, all happy with their lifes. So we decided afterwards to go to another class with teenagers in our age. But I have to say, it was an experience to see what normal women think about the time after the delivery.

The days are passing by and I´m really glad that I´ve Sam by my side! I´m glad that he is the father of my child and anyone else. We decided to live together in my room after the baby will be born. We told my parents about our plan. Mum thought Sam would come and visit but we want to live together and we want to care about the baby together! I´m thankful that Sam want to do this with me.

Bye, Alicia

P.S. This is our baby on the scan :)