Should we keep the baby - chapter 9

Sam is back. But he wasn´t at school. So I decided to come over his house. I had to tell him that I am pregnant and that I decided to keep the baby. Why you thought? I thought about it a lot and I came to the end that I could not kill my own baby. I decided it without Sam because he wasn´t there and I didn´t want to wait for him because it´s my decision. My body, I am the mother and I have to come along with this pregnancy.
So I went to his house, said hello and started crying. I could not do anything else at this moment. When we started talking he alway said "what you are going to do?" or something like that. Then I told him that I would be glad if he would talk about us! Yes, I decided alone to keep the baby but when it is born it´s ours and we both have to look for it. I was glad that Sam didn´t chicken out of telling this all my parents! So we did this hard thing yesterday. Mum, Dad and Sam, they all had to come along with my decision to keep the baby. This is a concluding thing!
Bye, Alicia

Feelings about Sam - chapter 8

I bought a pregnancy test on my own after I heard that Sam, this coward, just run off. And yes my suspicion confirmed, I AM PREGNANT!!!! But now this stupid boy run off and just leave me alone. I can´t believe it!

Ok maybe i think a little bit to hard about it. Anyway, why he run off? Because of our future? Yes it will be difficult but he doesn´t know wether I´m pregnant or not and it wouldn´t be a reason for leaving me alone! I hope he will be back soon. We really have to talk about all.



I found it in the internet...
Bye, Alicia